Monday, February 6, 2012

not quite there yet...

This whole surgery has really gotten to me. I didn't think the recover would take as long as it is. I do have all my energy back, or at least I think I do. Haven't worked out yet. Going to wait about another week.
I am still not back into my normal clothes. And it is beyond frustrating!!

Saturday morning I told myself to try a pair of jeans on. Now, this probably wasn't the best idea...but I fit into some of my work pants so I thought I'd be ok. Four pairs of jeans later, one pair finally went past my hips. They pulled up nicely. So then I try to zip them up and button them.

Total failure.

Not a chance in hell were these pants zipping up all the way.
Ok...so I just have to wear a long baggy shirt and
a tight tank top underneath to help keep my pants from falling off.
What an ordeal. Just to wear jeans.
It was a little too chilly for a dress. I wanted to prove I was healed and back to normal.
Guess not.

Later on, Tony and I went to Target. I was so close to buying that Bella Band pregnant women get to help keep their non maternity pants up. Thinking back maybe I should have.
I walked around all day checking to make sure my zipper wasn't down :-/
It was worth it though because I was able to wear a nice shirt, accessorize,
and hear Tony tell me I looked gorgeous! :)
You are probably thinking, then why didn't she wear a dress or sweats instead.
I wanted to dress in regular clothes and not be freezing or feel frumpy.
I wanted to feel back to normal.

I guess I'm not quite there yet...

2 comments:

Tami said...

Don't be too hard on yourself girl! Your body is still healing and it just takes time!

Nicole Marie said...

you will soon...just takes time...
perfect quote