Wednesday, March 14, 2012

babies are everywhere

Everywhere I look there are pregnant ladies. Or ladies that just had a baby. Totally making me jealous I must say.

I know I am at the age where this happens. Just as it was years ago where everyone was getting married. And I wasn't. I am guessing that is how this whole baby thing is going too.

Babies are always on the brain for me. If we were in a home, I would totally start having babies right away. I have always wanted to be a mom. I have such a special place in my heart for kids. The laughter and joy they bring to life, melts my heart. I can only imagine what that feeling will be like when we have some of our own.

It is a bit hard for me to see all my friends pregnant. Read about bloggers who are pregnant. Don't get me wrong, I am totally happy and thrilled for each and every one of you. But I just wish I was part of that 'clan' too.

I cannot wait for the day when we find out we are pregnant. I think about that all the time. I think about how I would tell Tony if he weren't home when I took a test. I think about how we would tell our families. Whether or not we will find out the gender. Feeling baby move for the first time in my belly. The nervousness and anxiety that goes along with delivery. Bringing baby home. Oh I could go on and on.

Pregnancy is such an amazingly beautiful thing. It blows my mind that women are able to grow a human being. I just cannot fathom what a beautiful thing that is. Such a blessing from God.

I cannot wait to meet all these babies around me. I am so happy for all my friends and Tony's friends that are pregnant.
I know it is in God's timing, but I cannot for is to be us to announce a pregnancy and have babies! :)


Jess said...

Lindsay, I completely feel ya. Except right now I am in the boat of where everyone is getting engaged. I know my time, our time will come- it is just not now. I have an internal battle with myself often. I just try and been happy for how wonderful my life is now!

Eric's Mommy said...

I know EXACTLY how you feel.
We have a 9 year old boy and when he was about 2 we discussed having another and at that time I wasn't ready.
When Eric was about 5 I was ready and my Husband doesn't want anymore. It sucks. Seems like everyone I know is pregnant, every woman I see is pregnant or has a baby.
It breaks my heart but I also know we are in no position to have a baby right now. I just hate my Son not having a sibling, even if he is much older.

Jeska said...

Pregnancy is such a wonderful time, and having a baby is a huge blessing. But definitely soak up all the time with just your husband and time to yourself, because those days are hard to come by afterwards!! ;)

Rebekah said...

I'm right where you are! It's hard waiting for that time to come, or even if you're trying and it not happening, it's hard. God is good and we know that we'll be blessed when He wants us to!

Sharon said...

this adding comments is not working for me.

Sharon said...

Ok so what i was ssaying before my comments got deleted was that the reason you are not pregnant now is that you want all the attention on you, so you are waiting till everyon else is done!! Love you

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