Wednesday, October 24, 2012

pray

you ever have those days where you just need to read encouraging words. words that make you think. or words that make you realize prayer will get us through. yea...today is one of those days for me.
i have my doctor appt tomorrow afternoon. i get the results of my blood test from last week and then my ultrasound. i am trying not to be worried, it is out of my hands and in Gods. but sometimes, that fear. that doubt. that little huge amount bit of nervousness takes over. im trying not to let it...but this morning, i feel that way. i should be getting ready for work right now, but i needed to focus on myself this morning for a few minutes. and ya know, it feels good.
 
everything will turn out the way it needs to. the way God has planned it. i am not scared to get my ultrasound results...more so the blood results. why? well, because blood results just freak me out. like last december when i got tested for cancer. yea...that word. that will scared the shit out of you. literally!
 
so today i freak out a bit. im trying not to. for real. so i needed to read a few random quotes. and they are helping because i just need to pray. i need strength. i need to be at ease. i need to just tell myself God will keep us in the direction we are to go. the doctor will do as he knows, i pray God gives him the wisdom to know how to get tony and i out of this stage of constant worry and constant appt and bring us into good news. news that the cysts will diminish and we can move forward. move forward into growing our family of two.



so with that being said and these three quotes...i tell myself to pray. to leave it in Gods hands. to not stress. i stress over everything, no joke. my blood pressure goes up to the 140s every time i go to the doctor. and they all tell me how horrible that is. i need to breathe. i need to relax. i need to not stress.

20 comments:

Ashley said...

wishing you the best of luck tomorrow and that good news fills your ears!!! No matter what, keep your head held high!!

Smiling is Good for Your Teeth said...

Praying for you and yours!

Caitlin said...

I'm saying prayers for you!!! Stay strong <3

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